I'm in the middle of writing out a history of my mom for her doctor to have, and I must plead je suis de'sole'...I am sorry... I've been so tired these past 10 years that I had forgotten the things she's endured for over 80. Now I remember - and will attempt to unwrap my hands from around her proverbial neck. I'm still tired and I'm still frustrated and I'm still overwhelmed...but she's still my mom. Ah me.