I mooned my mama tonight. I am losing my mind.

Mooning...ok I laughed. No harm, no foul. You get a few minutes on the bench, then, back in the game.

Maybe I was trying to get a reaction out of her...whatever my reason, all she did was stare..for a moment...then just laid her head right back down and closed her eyes...well all righty then...I guess it is somewhat comical..I guess one thing that really set me off was my brother sitting there and started talking about how worried he is about his wife....you know, the woman who lives at the palace on the lake, spends her entire life sunning, drinking, enjoying her cigarettes or other hobbies, shopping...well, turns out she is sooooo tired...he is just so worried about HER....when he told me that...I just said it....: oh that, I feel like that ALL THE TIME....wonder what is causing hers because it sure isn't what is causing mine....unbelievable...I wouldn't even have the nerve to bring that up to me when he knows how bad I feel and could give a rats behind...

No, hope you are not. You had a stressful day and remembered and talked about things that made you angry many years ago. I bet it had all but left your mind. Then compound it with brother?! I will tell you what, I would not have dealt well if one of my sibs had shown up today!

Don't be so hard on yourself. I am actually chuckling about this, as I would never have the gumption to do what you did. Tomorrow, you may laugh at yourself, I hope so.