I am really feeling like I don't want to be living in the city I live in. Everywhere I go here reminds me of my mother who passed on. I have no family left except my estranged sister who wants nothing to do with me. So I am really alone. I thought I wanted to move back to NY state where I spent some years growing up. But I don't want to go back to where I lived. I feel I have to go somewhere new. Start over. Start a new life. But I am so confused that I just don't know what to do. I know I can't stay here anymore as everywhere I go its a painful reminder of my mom. Yet my dad's family lived here, going back to the late 1800's. I was born here but raised in other states of the country. So I am so confused and feeling lost and totally alone even though I have friends. Any advice is appreciated. Thanks.