Since my mom passed in March, the grief seems a tiny bit less every day, I thought I was getting better, but then holidays like Mothers, Fathers Day hit and I get worse. I was going to take a vacation and drive out of state, but I am finding it very difficult to do so. It feels like even more loss as I would be leaving my apartment, putting the cat in boarding and driving some place all alone, and also feel like leaving my mom - even thuogh she has passed on. I am finding it difficult to do things and go places where I live. It seems I am constantly reminded of my mother wherever I go. I have the family furniture in my apartment in the living room. I grew up with that furniture, its all in great shape and antiques and I don't want to get rid of it. But it's a constant reminder of growing up in a sad family. Any suggestions on my lifes challenges? Thanks.