Going on vacation with a huge knot in my stomach over my mom's health.
Ugh, my nerves are shot after the past few months in which my mother was hospitalized for 2 UTIs. I'm leaving for 5 days vacation tomorrow and I know I'm going to have a knot in my stomach the whole time. She has 24/7 home caregivers, but her symptoms of the UTIs have been subtle and she looked a little off today. She is still on antibiotics after coming home from the hospital 10 days ago, so I'm hoping that staves off the next one for a while. I'm an only child and so it's all on me. I know she's in good hands with the caregivers, but I feel guilty and anxious about going away. UGH.