Mom passed last fall and I dream of her all the time and feel guilty. She had end stage alzheimers and just gave up. It hurts that I feel like I didn't do everything I could! I feel bad because I was mean at times to her and I didn't see her at the nursing home because it was so hard to see her like that. Did I do enough? Is she mad at me? How do I get rid of these feelings. I didn't want her to live like she was and neither did she but I don't feel peace anymore like I did when she first passed.