My mother said something to me that cut my heart out and I can never forgive her for it.
My brother is getting married Friday and we were going but Sunday night the gout came into my foot and if anyone had the gout you know how painful it is. So since I am the only one here to take care of my mother, I had to get out of my bed and nearly scrawl up the steps to make sure that she is changed and feed and medication is given her-but I told my mother that I will not be able to take her Friday-she afraid to tell my brother what was happening-so I asked her "mother what are you expecting a miracle-you praying that something wiii changed by the morning." She told me that I did pray that your foot will be well enough so that I could go. She did not pray that the misery be gone so I could get back to a normal life but for it to be better enough to take her to the reception-we were not going to the wedding because he getting married in the court house and that will be a little difficult for my mother she is a double amputee but I was willing to get her to the reception. My mother is crule,selfish and mean--This comment hurt me to the core--something will change. I already knew the reason why I was here just to be her servant but she prove it tonight. My brother does nothing for her but to beg and worry her.He does not come and she her and keep her company maybe once month for about 30 mins. You would think that the sun and moon rised whenever he showed up. He get all the glory and I get none. What do you think? I am thinking real hard about putting her in a home-that was one of the reason I been taking care of her because that a place she does not want to go. And of cause by brother do not want her and all of her problems and doctors appointments.And no, nothing is wrong with her mind-that is the one thing that is still strong.
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