Venting about my brother(s)...

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I recently wrote a post about how I'm tired of paying for my mom's medication out of the money I make from my at-home job. I live with my mom and also work from home. Sometimes things are very tough for us and we literally live paycheck to paycheck. Asking my brothers for help comes up empty. I am the only one that does *anything*... Here's the thing. "Brother 1" calls my mom every day. And his way of helping is to constantly bombard my mom with questions about her health and if she's been to the doctor and what the doctors are saying. He constantly says "if you need my help, call me" but when food is low or my mom needs a medication and we can't afford it, he says no. He says he has a mortgage. He has to buy his own food. He has to drive 40 minutes to work. He's not rich. I get it. I really, really, really get it. If he can't help us, he can't help. Fine. But he always tells me if I need help then ask him. He says if I ever need him to come out (he lives about 4 hours away) then he'll come immediately. So okay, well, I guess I had to put that to the test. My mom was recently in the hospital a few months back for a UTI. I was at home and the doctor from the hospital called me. "Your mom is displaying signs of stroke. Her face has sagged on one side. She's going to ICU. Please come out here." I freak out. I'm alone. I don't really want to call any of my friends to burden them. So I call my brother. I tell him to come. To help me. I need him this time. He starts asking me a zillion questions. Questions I don't know. Basically he wants to make sure she's really having a stroke or REALLY going to die before he asks for time off from work, which, btw, he has said repeatedly that he has told his boss about his mom's condition and that he may need time off at a moment's notice. But apparently this time he had to make sure. So what the hell can I ask my brother's help for? Nothing. He never asks "Hey sis, does mom have all her medications? Do YOU need anything? Is there anyway that I can help?" Apparently he can't emotionally support me or emotionally support his mom. My mom is sick of being asked a million questions when he calls. He must feel guilty and his way of alleviating his guilt is to ask questions. I am not saying (ever) that it's a child's responsibility to help with their aging parent. It's not even my responsibility. And we have only asked him for help with money like two times a year, if that. My other brother, I've just given up on him. It's a miracle if he even calls at all. He calls maybe 2 times every 3 months. It's almost like my mom just has one son and a daughter. I do EVERYTHING. My brothers have NO IDEA what it's like to take care of a bedridden mother and be responsible for all things financial, for food, for house chores, for hygiene. They have no earthly idea and they can't even throw a bread crumb my way. A thank you. Nothing.

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I don't except from my brother anything he is married with 2 children he lives in other town 4 hours distance.I am 33 single and take care of my mother who has dementia.He comes over the summer with family on Holliday.During the year he says I won't to come to visit mom I say no stay with your family because I will be obligated to cook for him and clean.I know he doesn't have money so I don't ask him.
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My brother was like all of these described already. He didn't want anything to do with Dad, and somehow decided that Dad and I were conspiring to cut him out of any inheritance. I told him that wasn't happening, and so did Dad. Bro told us he hated us both, and wasn't part of the family since Mom and passed. When dad was in the hosp and had gone septic, his compound fractures in his back were hurting him terribly, so they gave him something that knocked him out for a while. Bro called me to complain that he had told Dad he really loved him and was angry that Dad didn't wake up and tell him the same. I told Bro to seek a mental health provider, because he was very sick. We don't speak anymore.  Bro did send me a text that he really missed Thanksgiving Dinner with Dad since he had passed.  I reminded him that he had refused to join us for the last 2 years ... by text of course.  Haven't heard back.
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Here's one for you....the day after my dad had 2 strokes that left him aphasic, my brother told him - as he was lying in the hospital bed unable to speak, that he just realized he was an alcoholic. My father evidently didn't show enough emotion or empathy for him, and my brother had the audacity to get angry about it! I stood there dumbfounded, then quickly changed the subject. We all, myself included, can get wrapped up in ourselves from time to time, but to chastise what appeared to be a dying man for not sympathizing with him, is just....I don't even have the words for it!!! I  try very hard to love everyone. I fall short everyday, but it is an intention I set for myself just about every morning. I am learning that the act of loving someone looks different from person to person. Unless there's a pretty drastic change in my brother, I will love him from afar. That's the very best I can do!!
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Trying, I had one brother who was basically worthless. He expected my Mom to bail him out of problems, loan him money he never paid back and an assortment of other nasty stuff. My other brother has had his moments in the past. But he has grown up a lot and he is very supportive of me and caregiving for our cousin who has cancer. I couldn't ask for anything else from him.

You can hope that your brothers change, but don't count on it.
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I feel for you, my heart hurt reading this. I cared for my mom for 8 years under the same conditions, I did have my dad's help so it wasn't completely on me but it was for the fact that he worked full time to pay for her health insurance. My brothers would always offer crap up like it was no big deal but when it would hit the fan they were only there when they thought it was the end. In her last 2 years my mom flat lined twice. They were there for those and boy did I get to hear it from them, so much so security in the hospital threatened to have my brother arrested he yelled at me so bad, it was my fault she got so sick it was always my fault. I did the best I could before I lost my mom and in those last two years (I also raise my daughter) in that time the two of us she was only 6-7 years old we had to call 911 for my mom almost 40 times. It seemed every two weeks she had a UTI or she had something to do with her CO2 retention. My brothers will never know what those moments were like, finding her passed out with bruises, telling her to stay in bed to find her on the floor not 10 minutes later so I could just go to the bathroom. As far as money my oldest brother is 46 and his goal is to be a millionaire by the time he is 50 so money was never offered to help me or our mom I quit working to care for her. The other brother loved to call our mom and tell her he was coming over, then call her the day he was supposed to come over and say he was sick he was more sick then her apparently because he was only here once a month and he only lives 15 minutes away! Not to mention the fact he always said he was in financial trouble but went on vacations once every 2-3 months. I feel your pain trust me I truly truly do. Being the females the guys just think it's all our responsibility and it sucks! Now they have left me to care for our dad also he has had neck/back surgery since my mom passed and he will be having a hip replacement soon as well. Brothers suck there is no way around saying it they just do !
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Mountain Moose, I wish I had protected myself earlier than I did. Good for you!
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I so hear you, suzeeQ! I had seriously considered moving back to my hometown after my house sells in another state to be near my siblings. Since I've been here and my house is empty, I've realized I'm not staying here but going back to "family I choose." I have thick walls up around my emotional health now when it comes to my siblings.
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I remember cleaning my mom up when she was bedridden and suffered from c diff. This happened regularly. It remains the most dreadful thing I've ever had to do. On the rare occasion that my sibs were even there, they could be heard talking and laughing in the kitchen while my dad and I were cleaning mom up. I am learning to forgive them for the peace of mind that it brings ME, not because I think they deserve forgiveness for that level of neglect. I'm not completely successful at it, but I am becoming better at accepting them for who they are, and who they are not. This has resulting in me drawing some serious boundaries around how much time I spend with them, but when I am with them, I'm less and less filled with bitterness. I just don't feel much affection for them anymore, to be honest.
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One time, my brothers from the Mainland came home for a visit. Both brothers just sat there as I struggled all by myself to change our mom's pamper. Mom was bedridden, on oxygen 24/7, trache, stomach tube and suction machine. Mom was completely immobile - couldn't even move a finger or turn her head.

I had to pile lots of pillows on top of mom while she was on her side so that I clean her butt area. My brothers just sat there watching me struggle. In the middle of cleaning mom's backside, older brother spoke up. He said, "There's a better way of doing that."

I paused. Straightened up from anger that neither brother offered to help hold mom while I cleaned her, and said angrily, "Do you want to take over?"

Brother's faced looked shocked that I used that tone of voice on him (culture and being respectful to your elders). He silently shook his head and kept his mouth shut....

To protect yourself from being hurt by your sibs not helping you, just stop expecting that they Should be helping. I've hinted and even straight out asked for help. I got token help and then back to zero helping. In the long run, years later, I finally learned to let it go - after I found this website and learned from others' experiences. Sometimes, we just have to keep asking and asking before we finally learned to stop. I was like that. After the funerals of both parents, I realized that only baby brother had really thought of what I truly did for the parents. Actions speak louder than words....
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And thanks for sharing your own stories. It's nice to relate to people. It's nice for people to get it. I feel like nobody really understands what this is like unless they've done it. Even when they try their hardest to put themselves in my shoes, people just don't understand.
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