Valentines Blues...caregiving has taken my mojo.
So today I know I should be excited about getting to spend some time with the super sweet BF my dad refuses to be around now... who knows why?
I'm NOT feeling it. I LOVE my BF, but I am exhausted. I used to be this girly, lingerie, strawberries and champagne type of girl. I used to make such plans for days like this, but I just want to sleep.
So... he wants me to come over tonight and I'm sure he will want to do something special, but I'm just not in the mood. He's been so patient throughout this whole thing and I feel like I at least owe him a romantic evening, but right now Redbox and sweatpants sound lovely.
Is it to just want to be by myself on V day or is this caregiving nonsense taking its full toll?