I knew something would happen.
So on friday, the boyfriends father told me he didnt wanna come home, he wanted to stay in rehab. He told the social worker he wanted to die instead of see his wife. So what happens, i go there at 7 am, he tells me some stuff tells me to leave, he wants to see his parents, brothers and sisters. Nurse tells me hes fine just bm obsession, I left. 3 hours later i get a call, do i want mobilization or comfort measures. Of course i said comfort measures. That stupid nurse didnt agree and called ambulance. So now hes in icu dying on machines in icu. Hes talking to his parents telling them hes coming and the stupid family thinks it means he wants to go to house. Meanwhile hes clenching my hand so hard i think he broke my pinky and wont even talk to his kids. I signed the dnr with no hassles but now my stomach is upset and i think i have the flu. This is just too much.