I have thoughts of running away from all this. I don't want to the caregiver anymore. I WISH I could just......leave.
I feel I am a prisoner and have given up all my freedom and my life to care for my father in law. I WISH I could just......leave. I would be happy to just live in a cave compared to this. Have you ever felt anything like this? I used to feel guilty thinking this way...but now...it is actually sounding good to me. So I know I must be in trouble.