Back again with my mother's drama.
Hello, in need of advice my mom's health is getting worse she can't go anywhere without pooping and going pee all over she wears diapers but she sits in it till it's drenched with both and refuses to change until hours later or until it spills out and I have to pick it up. She is very abusive verbally and physically she throws things at me and calls me a bitch sorry but I'm telling it like it is because she says her food isn't warm enough then proceedes to pick up something to throw at me . I have four siblings mind you and they don't want to help take care of her unless they want something . You see my mother has always been abusive even when we were little. I have suffered the most being the youngest I have severe anxiety , depression and have been diagnosed with fibromyalgia and some. my mom can walk barely but can and worse she drives plus lies to the doctors when she goes so they think she is just fine. I've been trying to get funds to get out but road blocks keep coming up . Shoot I was even thinking of a shelter for myself but don't know if that would be just as bad ? I'm disgusted with myself because I allow this person to get to me so I argue back instead of walking away it's so darn hard to hear her say, I had to take care of you when you were lillte really???? I'm not seen as a daughter but a servant or caretaker who gets talked down to.