My mother won't stop sticking things down her pants--and I am (shamefully) utterly grossed out!
I can't stand it anymore! I am so ashamed to feel such anger toward a person whom I love and is sick, but there are times that I feel like I'm losing it! My mother won't stop: 1) sticking things down her pants....from money, to toothbrushes to makeup to silverware! 2) hoarding things....I am continually on a "hunt" for everything! 3) touching everything....she walks around all day and night putting her hands, which she uses at least 3 times a day to rip her diaper into shreds, on everything!! I can't even let food cool on the stove before putting it in the fridge because I'm afraid if I step away for a minute, she will have her hands in it and I will need to throw it away. I throw away everything/anything she sticks down her pants--and am just tired of her ripping her diapers off. I stepped upstairs to take a shower the other day, and she decided my laptop needed to "be washed"--how on earth do I keep EVERYTHING from her??!!?? I'm single with two children! I have zero help, and my God, I need to shower!! I can't lock her in the bathroom with me--speaking of which, I can't go to the bathroom without her knocking on the door or rattling the handle.......and when she uses the bathroom, she continually empties the contents of the cat's litter box on the floor.
I'm just losing it........I can't take this!!